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What’s the Best Way You Can Help a Grieving Family?

*Disclosure: I am a paid GiveForward Brand Ambassador.  I was compensated for this post.  All opinions are 100% my own.  Affiliate links used.



That’s what grieving parents often need most. We are extremely lucky people with very generous family and friends. When Cora died, her funeral was paid for. When the funeral home told me not to worry about it, they were donating all of their services, I started sobbing on the phone. (Thank you Zwick and Jahn).

Our family and friends were generous and all other costs like cremation, memorial items, and the pile of costs associated with losing a child were covered. We didn’t have to ask anyone.

When Ben’s dad died, he had to make a phone call to his quite generous uncle, but the funeral home fees were covered (he didn’t have a service there, but even with just cremation and body preparing it was around $3000).

How lucky were we?

When Cora died we were 27 and 28 Ben was in school. We’d set ourselves up so we’d be comfortable and I could stay home with Cora.

Most 28-year-olds can’t afford to pay $10,000+ out of pocket. And losing a child costs much more than that. Time off work. Therapy. Lost productivity. Inability to cook and needing more expensive convenience meals.

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It’s just not fair. No one prepares for their child to die at such a young age. Even with good jobs, steady income and a little nest egg, losing a child is a financial hit, sometimes a devastating one.

I’ve read devastating stories of loss parents driving their child to the cemetery because they couldn’t afford the hearse, not being able to give their child a headstone and not being able to afford Christmas presents for surviving children because nothing was left.

We were so lucky.

Remember many of these families had a sick child before their child passed away. Even if medical bills are covered, or mostly covered. Staying in the hospital is expensive. Things like gas, food and lodging add up. A family could blow through their entire savings and be devastated, and then what happens when the child passes away.

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When a child dies, the last thing any family should have to worry about is money. Money stress is a stress like none other. I know from experience. Since Cora died, we’ve battled our own issues. Ben smashed his ankle into tiny pieces just four months after she died. At one point he was told he would never walk again (he is, but it is something that will battle him for life).

We’re just now starting to recover, because we’ve been helped in so many ways from family members, friends, and even strangers on the Internet.

I’ve written quite a bit about how to help a family after the loss of a baby. I even wrote a short ebook aimed at friends and family of loss moms. I do mention in the book money is often one of the best ways to help. But in all honesty, it’s not easy to tell you to give money, and it’s even harder for a family to ask after a crisis.

GiveForward approached me about writing this blog post for help erasing the stigma that comes with asking for help.

GiveForward is a crowd fundraising site that allows people to start a fundraiser when they need help.
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None of us ask for a crisis to happen. None of us plan to get to a point where we need help. It’s okay to ask. It’s definitely okay to give. Give it forward. I know that we since have. The amount doesn’t matter. I can’t count how many times I’ve given what we could afford at the time, usually just $5 to another family in a crisis. Don’t hold back because you can’t afford to give much.

I know many of my readers have children with congenital heart defects or other conditions, if you’re struggling paying for the costs surrounding an upcoming surgery, or find the medical bills leading you to bankrupt, don’t be afraid to ask for help. It’s easy to start a fundraiser on GiveForward. 

When your child is sick, and especially after your child passes away, starting a fundraiser is just too much to handle. GiveForward handles all the details like collecting the money, and has tools that make it easy for you to organize your fundraiser. You can also designate a trusted friend who can run the entire thing for you.

In America, 76 percent of families live pay check to pay check. You aren’t alone if you can’t keep up after a crisis. We all need help sometimes.

*Disclosure: I am a paid GiveForward Brand Ambassador.  I was compensated for this post.  All opinions are 100% my own.  Affiliate links used.



My Grief Will Last a Lifetime, and So Should Your Sympathy

lifetime The “there is not time limit on grief” motto is one that Iv’e repeated enough, read enough and thought enough that I feel like I’m comfortable with it. It’s a fact, and I don’t care if other people accept it or not.

If my grief lasts my entire life, ebbing and flowing and becoming a natural part of living, should sympathy, empathy, and compassion last just as long?

I don’t want people to feel bad for me. My dad died when I was a little and my entire I life I remember thinking I never wanted it to be an “excuse.” I only wanted it to be part of what made me who I was.

The same for Cora. I am different, and not as fast to think, not as fast to join the party and sometimes hide in my house for days on end.

I’m not asking for sympathy in the way people express sympathy in the early days. I never wanted anyone to feel sorry for me. I am mom to the most beautiful baby ever. A baby changing lives, don’t feel sorry for me!

As grief grows and changes, so should sympathy. I think I’m asking more for empathy for me, and anyone that’s had a loss.

Do we break plans a lot? Should we get a free pass because our baby died five years ago automatically, no. But, if we tell you we had issues bubbling to the services, try not to be upset.

Remember those anniversaries and special days. For us, they are like the “early days.” Treat them like you would have treated the day my baby died. I’m reliving everything on those days.

Don’t feel sorry for me, but always remember grief is a life long journey. At times, when it surfaces, I still need sympathy, and more than anything empathy and compassion.



Tell Congress: No More Toxic Chemicals! (Sponsored)

Disclosure: I was compensated by Seventh Generation to write this post. Opinions are my own.

Before I became pregnant, I didn’t give much thought to what I put in and on my body, or exposed myself to. I cleaned with whatever was near. I wore whatever makeup I thought looked pretty and I didn’t give a thought to things like sulfates in body wash.

More than 80,000 chemicals available in the United States have never been fully tested for their toxic effects on our health and environment.

In my naivete, I figured the government and companies producing items for home and health use would make sure everything was safe and didn’t question what chemicals could do to me, my home, my pets and the environment.

It turns out legislation hasn’t been updated since the 1970′s. In the 1970′s, people were still smoking on airplanes. We obviously had lots to learn about the hazards of chemicals. The Toxic Substances Control Act was passed in 1976 and has not been updated since.

It’s time for this law to be updated. Chemicals that were okay-ed to use in the 1970′s continue to be produced for residential cleaning supplies and other items we use daily.

Seventh Generation, a company that makes a line of cleaning supplies from plant-based derivatives, is calling on Congress to reform the TSCA. Not only reform, but to do so in a meaningful way that brings about healthy, realistic changes.

Scientists have linked exposure to  toxic chemicals to many health risks, such as Cancer, Alzheimer’s, learning disabilities, asthma, birth defects, and various reproductive problems!

I gave birth to a child with a birth defect. Do I have any evidence it was from any of the chemicals I used or was exposed to, even accidentally? Absolutely not. But I have read several studies that have linked an increase in birth defects to environmental causes, like certain chemicals.

We need to do better for ourselves, and for our children.

Seventh Generation is calling on YOU to help! They are attempting to collect 100,000 signatures on a petition asking Congress to make the reforms. 

Make sure to pop over and sign the petition today to make your voice heard! Chemical legislation dating back to the 1970′s is not okay. It’s definitely not okay that our children are exposed to chemicals daily that we don’t fully understand.


Stand up to toxic chemicals today! 

Save the Children’s Yearly Newborn Health and Survival Report Released: Ensuring Every Newborn Survives

Today the international nonprofit Save the Children released their yearly report on the state of newborn health and survival around the globe.

As a mother that birthed a baby who was a statistic in 2009 (one of 2.9 million newborns that year who did not survive their first 28 days of life), I can’t thank Save the Children enough for focusing on newborns.

As the report mentions, many newborn deaths are preventable. Cora’s death falls into a place of uncertainty. Had her congenital heart defect been found before she died, would she have lived? It’s a good possibility, so I do say her death was possibly preventable.

She isn’t alone there either. Across the globe, 2 million babies die due to something preventable.  newbornreport


The plight of newborns born in Africa is particularly devastating. The rate of death for a neonate born in Africa is 4 times higher than in Europe, according to the report.

Shefali’s Story

The report shares the story of Shefali from Bangladesh. She’s give birth to six children. Three of them died before they turned a week old. As a mother who lost one child before she turned a week old, my heart shatters for her.

Shefali says that her family is unable to pay for medical care and treatment. Her words are heartbreaking.

“Whenever a child is born and then dies, we’re  overwhelmed with grief. it’s terrible. We feel like we need to take the child to the doctor but we can’t. i’m not the only one here who has lost children – there are many other mothers like me.” -Shefali, mom to six

What would you do with one day to live?

Worldwide, 1 million babies only get one day on this earth. Each year, 1 million babies die on their first and only day of life.

I know it’s not easy to read or think about baby’s dying. But as you go through your day today, rather it be amazing, an average day, or a rather crappy day. Think about that. Think about it as for 1 million little humans the only day they have.

Save the Children calls 2014 “The Opportunity for Life Saving Change.”

Save the Children doesn’t just publish the report to help us understand the dire situation for newborns worldwide, but offers solutions.

“The solution needs specific and urgent attention. The key way to stop newborn deaths is to ensure that essential care is provided around  labour, delivery and immediately afterwards when the risks are greatest. That means having a skilled, well-equipped birth attendant available to assist women and newborns during delivery. While we focus on this, there are also tremendous opportunities to reduce maternal and newborn mortality and stillbirths through key interventions during pregnancy and in the later postnatal period.”

The World Health Organization is currently drafting an Early Newborn Action Plan, with institutions, researchers, individuals and countries weighing in on how to make newborn survival a priority and a reality and to end preventable newborn deaths.

In fact, you can weigh in too. Parents, and anyone that cares about the survival of newborns are being asked for feedback. 

In the report, Save the Children called on world leaders, philanthropists and private-sector leaders to make a newborn promise. A promise to do what it takes to end preventable newborn death.

I’m calling on you to make a promise. For Cora, and the 2.9 million newborns that die to a preventable cause each year. 

Promise to support the organizations helping.

Promise to speak up, share your stories and give your input.

Promise to read the Save the Children report.

Promise to care. Our attention is pulled in so many directions, but we can’t overlook where life begins, with our babies.


My photo engraved necklace from Jewelry Keepsakes, you can win one too!

This is a sponsored post, I received compensation and a free necklace in exchange for my honest opinion about If you’ve read my blog for any amount of time, it goes to say I only talk about products I truly love, and all opinions are my own. 

When I was introduced to the Jewelry Keepsakes site, I was immediately drawn to a small silver heart with an engraved photo.

I find myself talking to people all the time and wanting to show them what she looked like. I obviously have photos in my purse and sometimes pull up them up my phone, but it’s always a bit awkward.

I thought how great it would be to be able to point to the necklace to show them. People need to know when I tell my story how perfect and healthy she looked.

So when I was contacted by Jewelry Keepsakes, I was extremely excited.

I was a bit nervous too, would the engraving be too much? Would it be too noticeable on neck? I look talking about Cora, but would it stick out so much that everyone would comment and ask? I don’t always feel like speaking about her to the passer by.

My worries were absolutely calmed when I got my necklace just a few days later. The engraving is beautiful. In fact, I ran to the mail box where the sun blinded my eyes a bit and when I first opened it in our dark living room (winter time, gotta bundle up those windows to save on heat) I thought they made a mistake. I couldn’t seen the engraving. As soon as I turned on a light, I saw indeed it was no mistake. The engraving was there, unmistakable, noticeable but subtle. For lack of a better description, it wasn’t tacky or over the top.


The necklace looks perfect around my neck. I opted for a longer change because I’m a tall girl with a not so small chest, and really like how it hangs.

I can’t say enough about the engraving. It’s not easy to entrust your baby’s beautiful face to someone else. Luckily for me, it looks perfect. On the back, they engraved Cora’s name and birthday.

I also tear up hoping someday I have a daughter whom I’ll pass the necklace on to when I pass away. Hopefully she’ll pass it on, and it will become a family heirloom.

The ordering process was easy for me, and according to a representative to the website, orders are usually shipped within a few days.

The site has a large focus on cremation jewelry, which is beautiful. I have a necklace with Cora’s remains similar to some of the ones on the site and love it. In that way, she’s always with me.



One of the cremation pieces from Jewelry Keepsakes. Photo copyright Jewelry Keepsakes.

However, the engraved pieces especially are for any mom, grandma or proud aunt (like me, my sister is due any day now, yay!) that wants to have a beautiful picture handy.

Want one of your own?

Enter code “Cora” at checkout for a five percent discount!

Win one following the directions in the Rafflecopter below. (Open to US residents over 18 only).

The very, very best ever? The company is donating a percentage of profits from all purchases of necklaces like mine to help children with congenital heart defects through Sisters By Heart. As a heart mom, I can’t thank them enough. Anytime a company takes up our cause, I’m extremely touched. This will last through February. Here’s a link to my necklace. 

Enter to win a photo engraved necklace!

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Cora’s Hearts: Help Me Spread the Word About Congenital Heart Defects

If you follow Cora’s Story on Facebook, you got a sneak peek on a project I’m doing this February for heart month and congenital heart defect awareness week (Feb 7-14).

I wanted something that would spread the word outside of my online activities, but allow us all to follow along online as well, so I came up with a printable for you all to download, print and share.

The possibilities are up to you, but a few things I hope you’ll keep in mind:

1. You can hand these out to friends, family or co-workers. You could leave them for strangers at your doctors office. Keep the environment in mind. I thought about this project for awhile and hesitated because I don’t want to create a lot of paper pollution. Leave them in places they’re likely to be found and picked up, don’t drop them through your hike through a pristine woods, obviously.

2. The design is basic keeping in mind printing cost. All those blank hearts are for you (or your kids) to color! :)

3. I have two versions the first (you’ll find both versions embedded below), is for people with out a strong connection to CHD (outside of Cora, if you’re reading this, you know someone affected by heart defects). The second version is for CHD families. You can enter your child’s name where it says “For Cora and ____).” The blank line under the Cora’s Story web address is for you to enter your child’s (or your) website/Facebook page etc).

Now the social media element!

Take pictures! Tag them with #CorasHearts on Twitter, Facebook or Instagram. I’ll be looking through the stream. Give your state and city (be as specific only as you feel comfortable). Show me how your children colored them and tell me where you left them. I’ll be saving, sharing and placing our hearts on a map. I hope we reach thousands of people!


Cora’s Valentine by Kristine Brite McCormick

Chd Valentine by Kristine Brite McCormick